Senioritus

I worked on my creative portfolio for 2 hours today. It really frustrates me to know that anything I do right now is going to be practice and nothing more. I can't even bring myself to buy acid-free paper so that the project I am doing lasts, because in 2 years I'm just going to think it was really stupid. This is basically how I feel about my life right now. When will I be a real person, and not just be practicing for the "real world"?
I'll tell you when--when I graduate from college in 4-12 more years.
Sigh.
I don't want to work anymore. I am soooo excited for my day off tomorrow. I feel like I've been working at Lon's for my whole life already, and it's only like my third week.
Anyhow.
I'll say interesting things later.